Hey, friend. Don't be so hard on yourself. Just because you feel like you have no idea wtf you're doing does not mean you are complete failure. So first things first: let's stop with all that pathetic, "woe is me" negative self talk. You know better than that.

But I get it. It's totally fine (and normal) to feel like you have no idea wtf you're doing most of the time. Honestly, I feel like most of us are just bopping around, day in and day out, totally clueless.
And even though there are people who look like they've cracked the code, trust me when I say they haven't. They're just a lot better at faking it than everyone else 😂
In all seriousness, though (and I know this is going to sound corny af – so please forgive me), as long as you're (mostly) happy and having fun and paying your bills on time and not *totally drowning* in adulthood responsibilities, you know wtf you're doing enough for now.
So while you may not be exactly where you think you *ought* to be by now, you're doing just fine, kiddo. 👍🏼